Sunday, February 26, 2012

An incomplete rant from a while back...


Science is the modernists method of viewing the world; it involves using evidence to test theories, thereby either proving or disproving a theory.  If a theory is not proven to be false, then it is assumed to be true; these theories may be subject to further testing and be confirmed as law.  For example, the laws of gravity have been "proven" by physics and mathematics...due to this have the laws of gravity been proven true, according to modernist thought it has been proven true.  Yet recent studies have shown inconsistencies in this so called law in objects in outer space orbiting our planet.  These studies have thrown our whole concept of gravitational forces into question.  This is just one example of how flawed Science can be, another example is the technique of Carbon Dating.  For decades carbon dating has been used to estimate the age of fossils and artifacts.  This dating system has been generally accepted by scientists and the public alike as accurate and true, however most recent studies show that carbon dating can in fact be completely inaccurate.  It seems that every year some great concept of scientific theory  is proven wrong by some new theory or law; most are not as profound as the two concepts I previously mentioned, yet every example is just as valid when it comes to displaying how flawed modern thought can be.  How long will it be before our modern scientific concepts are proven to be foolish ideas?  At first glance it would seem that I am against the concept of science, when in reality this could not be further from the truth.  I am a scientist, I have studied science both independently and in college.  I spent four years of studying biology and molecular genetics, as well as nearly four years of studying sociology.  I firmly believe that our society has much to learn from scientific thought and research, but at the belief that anything can truly be proven and understood through modern science is fool hardy at best and absurdly arrogant at worst. 

What would society gain from understanding everything?  No matter what we are to discover about why we do what we do, it won't change the overall outcome will it?  We and know all there is to know about we animals must eat and breathe or how DNA replicates; this does not change the fact that animals must eat and breathe to live and DNA will continue to replicate, whether or not we understand it.  What does this all accomplish in the long run?  Many people would say it is to create a better quality of life, so we can live longer, happier, healthier lives.  Granted me may live longer now than ever before, but are we truly happier and healthier?  People have developed new diseases in the past few decades than ever before; these diseases are psychological...we get depressed, we have post traumatic stress syndrome, we have nervous breakdowns when things are not as bright and cheery as we feel they should be.  We hear very little about things like this in ancient history, people did what they had to do to survive. You couldn't get depressed and not go to work for a few days, because you probably farmed and hunted your own food...no work equals no eating, no eating equals death.  Another facet of our modern society is the fact that we actually will eat to death!  Science has shown what foods are good for us and what foods are not, yet people will over eat unhealthy foods until they are obese, and develop some kind of heart or other varied circulatory condition.  We have so much faith in science, yet we tend to ignore it when it impedes on our happiness.  Now I am not innocent in all of this I am slightly overweight and I am a smoker...apparently my happiness is by committing a slow suicide every time I eat a cholesterol filled burger from one of the varied fast food places, and light and inhale toxins and chemicals of a cigarette...What scares me is the fact that I am just one in a billion who do these things.  Narcotics are illegal due to their damaging effects on individuals and society, so why isn't Burger King?        

Balance...a mild obsession

Those of you that know me personally are already aware of my feelings about the balancing of things...those of you that don't will come to see that it is a very common theme in my ramblings here.  Why do I seek to find balance in almost all aspects of my life?  For me the answer is simple, it just feels natural!  I have always marveled over Natures ability to keep things in order, everything just seems to have a nice system of checks and balances.  Now when I look at the current state of human society, I see a sever lack of balance in anything.  The distribution of wealth and power, the amount of time we spend with our family and loved ones, the sheer size of the population versus the amount of resources available...it is absolutely maddening!  Now I know that I can not restore balance to the entirety of the human race, but I can seek it for myself.  Of course there are many challenges...I am an inherently unbalanced creature in every sense of the word.  This is what makes the journey so frustrating yet so much fun.  Every time I create balance in one aspect of my life, I create discord in something else...it is something that is constantly flowing and changing, and I have come to realize that it will always be ongoing with no finish.  In the end it is just how I grow as a person, or maybe it's just OCD ;)    

The Na Creidmhigh Creed

The Na Creidmhigh Creed
We Are Na Creidmhigh
The Keepers Of Knowledge Teachers Of Wisdom
From Times Of Old Ancients Spoke Their Words
Their Call We Heeded Faith In Our Hearts
The Flame Burns Bright
Innis Fodhla Our Mistress
She Calls To Us From Far Away
Embarking On Our Journey Transformation Begins
We Are The Faithful In A World Of Distrust
Loyalty Not Just A Word, We Live With Honor
Virtues Held True, Values Taken To Heart
Devotion To Ways Of Old, With Respect We Follow And Grow
With Courage We Live As The Faithful
Olden Are Our Ways Committed, To The Past
Forward We Move In Hope
Justice Our Code Honesty Our Guide
With Hearts Open Hospitality Is Yours
Journey With Us Become All You Can
Grow In Spirit Live In Peace
The Faithful Bid You Welcome


So this was written a few years ago by fellow co-founder of the Na Creidmhigh tradition Rick...I found this amongst the fragmented mess of my old hard drive.  I am truly inspired by these words and it brings me a great deal of joy that we have begun development of the tradition again.  It has been a long, slow, and rocky road since we started in 2006ish...but I really feel we are all in a much better place right now to really get things moving.  I'll be putting up some stuff on here in regards to the Na Creidmhigh Tradition from time to time...if anyone wants to know more just let me know.


Thursday, February 23, 2012

Books, Fluffies, and Elitists...Oh My!

A good book...is hard to find!  Over the past couple years I have collected just about every half decent book on ancient and modern Paganism I could find; and every year that passes it seems that it is getting harder and harder to find a good book.  I can literally comb through the entire metaphysics and spirituality section at the book store and not find a single well thought work that I have not already read or one that is not geared towards beginners.  I find this very sad...it's not that I need to read anything to reaffirm my beliefs, I would just like to read something of substance that gives me faith that Pagans as a community are developing.  I have had a bit more success when it comes to books about ancient societies and mythology, but they of course lack anything relating to spiritual substance.  Sometimes I think I am being a little judgmental and take a few minutes to start reading something I find in the store and I quickly realize that all I am looking at is some author/publisher money maker geared towards teenagers that do not know any better.  Then I think about the chain reaction that ensues...teenager reads some drivel about "modern witchcraft," decides they want to be a Pagan, finds a community, posts about what they read in a book, gets destroyed by members of said community, gets disheartened and abandons any further research.  As a community that does not look good for us for a few reasons.  First off any non-Pagan checks out a book, they will think we are completely out of our minds.  Second many newcomers shy away from the path because we act like a bunch of elitists.  This then creates stagnation for the community as a whole, which of course is the opposite of growth.  So what can we do to fix this?  Well I guess we could all write decent well thought out books, but writing is not for everyone and finding a publisher that would actually produce a good book is probably next to impossible!  So maybe we just need to be a little nicer to the noobs...I know that everyone hates some fluffy wannabe who thinks they are the 33rd reincarnation of Cleopatra's son with Gandalf who was raised by dragons, but maybe we need to work differentiate someone who is inexperienced and misinformed and the people that are just down right delusional.  I think is especially true when it comes to teenagers.  Teenagers and young adults are often looking for something that will make then feel unique and cool, and many of these books feed right into that feeling.  Yet so many times I have seen them get ripped a new one on a forum for essentially being misinformed by a crappy book.  I think they lack the sense and real world experience to know the difference between a quality work and some fluffed up crap.  I think we would all do them and our community a great service if we were just a little more patient and understanding.  Don't get me wrong I'm not saying that people should justify people having some outlandish misconception of what any Pagan belief system is, but we should try to educate before we destroy someone emotionally and turn them away from the path.    

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Losing Touch...

With all the nonsense we deal with on a daily basis, sometimes it's difficult to keep in touch with our spiritual beliefs.  Between going to work, paying bills, sitting in traffic, housework, food shopping, and all the other general tasks we need to do just to get through a simple day it is easy to forget our spiritual side.  It is incredibly important that we never lose touch with our spiritual side, it is what defines us as people and it is what motivates to continue to learn, grow, and develop as people!  I often find myself getting stressed about things that happen at work, and I need to give myself a little wake up call; I am not Nick the banker...I am just Nick!  While I made need to work to survive, it does not define who I am.  I define who I am through my beliefs about life and the values that I hold so dear.  I am fiercely dedicated to my beliefs, I honor my Gods, I am continuously seeking the wisdom Nature has to offer, and I am honored to be part of a small close knot group of friends who share similar beliefs or at least are intelligent enough to rejoice in our similarities and learn from our differences.  All of these things and much more define me as a person, yet none of these things come into play on a daily basis without a conscious effort.  What do I do to remind myself of all of these things?  I pay attention to the world around me!  Nature is all around us even in the most crowded and overbuilt cities Nature is there, you just need to open your senses to it.  The wind will always blow, the sun will always shine, the complex and beautiful variety of life is all around us.  I always try to take a moment to appreciate these things, and when I am stressed beyond belief it is these things that level me out...the song of birds, the magnificence of mighty trees, the squirrels scurrying around, the smell of flowers, the pattering of rain, the roar of thunder, or the fresh fallen snow.  As long as I continue to notice these things, I will always be reminded of who I truly am!

My question to all of you is...What do you do to keep from losing touch with who you truly are and your beliefs?  

Welcome to Seeking Nature's Wisdom!

Greetings all,

I started this blog as a place to put some of my ramblings about Pagan, Neo-Pagan paths, as well as general Spirituality.  Mostly I just need a place to put my thoughts on "paper," but I hope that someone out there will find something I have to say interesting or helpful in some way.  Please feel free to comment on anything I have to say on here, as I do enjoy intelligent conversation and debate!